Sometimes I just want to sit down and cry hard, how come that I am broke and broken enough yet God keep sending me broken people need to be fixed. I do not want to be strong, I want to be hold like a baby and get some sturdy man to rock me to sleep.
She's lost 25 lbs since coming from Taipei, out of horror from seeing all the "keg bellies' walking around in San Francisco. You can't have blue balls. She won't take off her clothes, even if you ask her for 7 hours. She watches the Simpsons, but even I don't get the reference to beaver rings. I like her, and I'm going to write to her.
She's lost 25 lbs since coming from Taipei, out of horror from seeing all the "keg bellies' walking around in San Francisco. You can't have blue balls. She won't take off her clothes, even if you ask her for 7 hours. She watches the Simpsons, but even I don't get the reference to beaver rings. I like her, and I'm going to write to her.
Now she's posting morbid things that are
Date: 2004-03-16 11:31 pm (UTC)My God....She keeps re-posting this as it gets deleted
Date: 2004-03-18 07:13 am (UTC)Please help me if you find someone who resembles to his personality and knowledge. I want men like him.
Or if you are a murder case reporter, please contact me. I have somewhat interesting story for you.
My friend died
He vanished.
He simply vanished.
I didn't even get a chance to talk to him and hug him and I won't ever get the chances to see his smiles.
From Marin Independent Journal March 2nd, 2004, I knew that he was drawn.
Now I want to scream. But no matter how hard I scream and how much tear I drop for him, I just can't get him back to me. I can never see his smiles and have his rib-breaking hugs and finger-cracking hand-holding welcome again.
I regret that I deleted his invitation on my answering machine for a boat-ride and some other invitations.
Now I can never hear his voices with happy expectations.
We planned to go to Taiwan to get him a different boat at lower price for he loves a boat much more than a plane nowadays. He wanted me to negotiate the price for him. He said the boat gave him serine feelings. He said staying in his boat just like in a luxurious camping tent.