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Sometimes I just want to sit down and cry hard, how come that I am broke and broken enough yet God keep sending me broken people need to be fixed. I do not want to be strong, I want to be hold like a baby and get some sturdy man to rock me to sleep.


She's lost 25 lbs since coming from Taipei, out of horror from seeing all the "keg bellies' walking around in San Francisco. You can't have blue balls. She won't take off her clothes, even if you ask her for 7 hours. She watches the Simpsons, but even I don't get the reference to beaver rings. I like her, and I'm going to write to her.

Date: 2004-03-18 07:19 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] robby.livejournal.com
Am I loyal to my own words? I think so. I said I don't care anything as long as my men have some life long achievements.

We had known each other over 6 months. He kept asking me why I wanted to see him. He was very insecure about having me around him. I reassured him many times that I liked him a lot for his bravery and great sense of humor and wonderful life adventures. Yet he didn't realize that no body recognizes his value doesn't mean I can't tell his value. He said I was the smartest and most beautiful woman he ever seen in his life while my SF MIT friend kept telling me that no well educated American men would like me. Each time my SF MIT hurt me with his negative comments, I had to wait till my friend came back from his lawsuit cases in LA and went to visit him to listen how much he liked me. He said he would protect me and would not let anyone to hurt me. He was in shaky physical conditions and he was old. And he waved the long stem flash light and told me so with the passion of a young kid's tone. It sounded so laughable, but I was very touched by his naive statement. He surely indulged me. I could literally kick him up in the early morning to ask him to have a stroll by the harbor. One time I got him up at 03:00 and then we took a shower. And then he said he liked to have a shower, but he wished not to have it at 03:00 next time. He also would get up at 06:00 to walk with me to enjoy the sunrise by the waterfront.

He would talk to me at the attitude that he was consulting with me.

One time he asked me: 'I am thinking it all the time why the birds never collide to each other while the planes do.'

I was very astonished: 'What kind of question is that? Certainly they won't collide as the planes. Tell me why people run in a marathon don't collide?'

He said: 'Because people have more control.'

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